IT's probably going to be some Muse songs... umm, its Time is Running Out, Hysteria, Spotlight, Uprising, Knights of Cydonia, Endlessly, Ruled by Secrecy, and House of the Rising Sun. They're pretty much the one's i listen to most, I just really like them. There are others, but, those are some of the main ones!!! =D

Oh, my God!!! The VMA's were totes fuckawesome!!! ... Oops! Sorry, too much fanficiton!! LOL! .. YEa, anyways, it was so great. WEll the best parts were, of course, Robert Pattinson, The third official New Moon trailer, and MUSE!!! That was so exciting!! New Moon?? ... Oh.My.God!! That trailer was just the best. It gave you a better insight than the others. it was just, i have no words for it! MUSE?? Their first US performance i think they said.. i dont know, but whatever, I didnt know they were performing, and when i heard that they were, i was like oh my.. that is so cool! IT was just, again... no words for it!!! Just fuckawesome!! hehe, fanfiction!!! =D

My parents are so unfair. My mom got mad at me for not wanting to move the truck when she had already told my brother to move it. She had told me to clean the kitchen, well just pick up what she had left behind. And she had told my brother to take out the truck and move my dad's truck back to its spot. Well, he took out the trash, and I put away the food that was left over. And then I see my brother dressed to go out, and i asked him if he was just trying on the clothes (he had just bought them), and he told me he was going out. So then my mom told me to move the truck, and I said no. She had told my brother, and he could have done it before he left, and didnt. Well my mom waas in the restroom when i said that, so when she came out, she came to my room and told me to move the truck, so i told her no again And i told her that my brother could've done it before he left, and she got mad and told me not to do anything then. My door was closed but i still heard her when she said, "she thinks that just because she put away the leftover food, she's done all the housework!" That made me cry. Seriously. I mean, its midnight, and my 17 yr old brother just went out, and shes getting mad at me? Shouldnt he have like a curfew or something, even if it is summer, being that he's still a minor? My brother and me, we both work. When Im home, if my mom asks me to do something, i do it, even if i dont want to. But my brother, when he doesnt work, or when he's home before work, he's either asleep or not home. He works in the afternoon till about 12 am. But he doesnt get home until much later, and they never tell him anything. Its like he can do what he wants, when he wants, and he never has to do anything around the house. Now, as i said, he works. And he gets to keep his money. He bought himself a new computer, and he's saving up to buy a car. Used. But me? I have to give my money to my mom, to help her with bills and stuff. Out of $280 that i made, she gave me $40 to spend. Now, she had said that she was going to have my brother help out with the bills as well, but since he started working there, im still the only one giving away my money. And thats not fair. I never thought they would have a favorite, but i guess i was wrong. You can say that im just jealous or whatever, but live a day in my shoes, im sure you would take that back.

Why is it that my brother can do so many things and my parents dont say anything. We both work, but when i get home i have to help out my mom, and stuff [i dont have a problem with that], but he's home all day [he goes in to work at 2, and not everyday] and all he does is sleep. THey never make him do anything. And last night, he left at 11 pm, and didnt come back until 7 this morning. Supposedly she says that she was trying to call him and stuff, cause she was worried.. but he's 17, he shouldnt even be out until that late!! I always tell them, to explain to me, why he never does anything, and i do, and they just tell me, STOP BEING JEALOUS! It's not jealousy that's got me like this.. its that its just not fair. Also, he bought himself a new computer, and is now saving up for a TV.. I cant even do that, cause my mom takes all my money.. "to help out with the bills and stuff" and she only gives me money when i need to make my cell payment and my car payment [that of which she hasnt done]. And they dont take any money from him... And then last time, my dad told me that next year, i had to give them ALL my income tax money, so it can go to the house... and i said NO!! Why should i do that? He's like well why do you need so much money for?.. And i told him that i can help them with some, but that i wasnt going to give them all of it! And he's like you need to help out your mom and give her money. That's when i truly got MAD! I told him that I give them ALL my money. That ever since i started working here last year, I havent seen any money that i have made until income tax season. And he stayed quiet! He knew it was true! Well, i guess thats it... i just needed to vent somehow.... decided to write it here.. Whoever reads this, thanks for reading.. and sorry if i sound like a person who doesnt like to do anything... cause im not like that... its just kind of hard to explain in paper. =D


Now, i just heard from my mom, and she just told me of another problem... GAH!! 

To be honestly true... I rely completely on my cell phone. I have it with me everyday. We have a phone at home, but the ringer is always off, so its like we dont have a phone. I've told my mom to take it off, but she hasnt. Oh well. But yes... cell phone all the way!!

So, I was dreaming, and this is really awkward and bad, with my cousin's boyfriend. And its just weird. Anyways, so we were at the swimming pools, and it was weird cause there was people sleeping over the water. Anyways, I was sitting with my cousin's bf, or rather, I was sitting, and he was laying next to me. And then, I guess it was time to go, cause the people started getting up and leaving. So then, we got up too, and he went his way, and I went the other. And then, I walk into a room, and guess who was in there? Rob Pattinson!!! But he looked kind of sick =[. As I was about to leave, cause I felt I had interrupted something, but Rob stopped me, and asked me for a favor. I was too happy to oblige =D. So then he handed me 4 cameras, individually wrapped, and asked me if I could take some pictures for him. So I took them, and asked him if he wanted any kind of pictures. And he said, "Yes, interesting pictures!" And then my mom was there, and she was asking if we wanted to play BINGO!. We all looked at her. I mean, of course she had to know the condition Rob was in. And then she went on to say something about Rob's wife (aww...)  not being able to take him to the doctor, the reason for that I dont remember =/! But, then my alarm woke me up at 6 AM. I wanted to sleep more, to keep dreaming of Rob, but I wasnt able to =[. And I'm guessing the reason why I dreamed all this was because of all that happened yesterday! Like 1. I kept thinking of my cousin's bf, cause I feel very attracted to him. I know its wrong, cause he's my cousin's bf, but I cant help it. And I hate it so much, I'm disappointed in myself for that. I know I shouldnt feel that way. 2. We were at my aunts house, and all my cousin's, and my cousin's bf included, were in the swimming pool. And I wanted to be in there, so badly. Having fun and everything, but I couldnt, A. I had no clothes to wear, and B. it would have been awkward with him there. and 3. ROB!!! It all had to do with the MTV Movie Awards, with Twilight winning 5 awards. Rob and Cam, winning Best Fight in Twilight, Rob, winning Breakthrough Male Performance in Twilight, Kristen, winning Breakthrough Female Performance in Twilight, Rob and Kristen, winnning Best Kiss in Twilight, and Twilight, winning BEST MOVIE!!! WOW!! The only miss being Paramore's Decode not winning Best Song in a movie.. they lost to The Climb by Miley Cyrus, for Hannah Montana: The Movie. And then the BEST OMG moment!! The premiere of the NEW MOON Trailer!! It was by far one of the BEST things from those awards!! YAY!! I so cant wait for November 20!!!  

Get healthier.. and fit... I know its not right, but i feel jealous, and envious of my own family... and i know its not right, cause, I should love myself how i am.. but i cant feel that, not right now.. and i especially shouldnt feel that way towards my own family, thats just wrong and i know it, but i cant help it! =[ I need loads of help... =/

English and Spanish, and when i was in high school i studied French for about 2 years, but I hardly remember much, probably cause i didnt keep up with it. So lets say 2 1/2 languages, lol. >_< 

Some personal stuff, that didnt let me enjoy my weekend, or the week. Bleh!!! Oh well, maybe this weekend will be better! =D

Well actually it was a comment from Jenn12597. She was replying to a comment that someone had left her on her tattoo thread. And she told that other person that it was thanks to me, and my icon, that she got the tattoo she got. [Yes, she has a tattoo of my icon on her back, it looks cool]. It felt so cool to read that. i had always imagined something like that would sometime happen. Where someone is telling someone else that it was thanks to me something good was done. I dont know, it just felt nice to read that. =D

Well, actually... I have lived in the same city, in the same house, since i was 3. That's 19 yrs. Whoa!! Before that we used to live in some apartments, but i dont remember much of that. So my favorite has to be my current home. I have my own room, and according to my dad's measurements, its the biggest. The only problem is.. 1 bathroom. For 5 people. 4 of which wake up at the same time every morning. It gets frustrating, cause sometimes, the other takes forever.. GAH!! But, Its all good there! I love it there! Wouldnt want to be anywhere else!! 

Aww, i really miss my lil Girly Girl.. =[ They stole her last week! I cant believe people do that! She had been with us for a while now, she was part of our family. And she's the one that accompanied me to sleep everyday! I miss seeing her around the house.. its just SAD! And then, we have some guests at our house right now, and one of them has 2 small kids, so when they eat, they make a mess.. And everytime I go clean up, I get kind of sad, cause I remember when Girly was here, she would always end up ending all the mess anyone would make - food wise... And now she's not there to do that. We've looked for her all around our neighborhood, but we cant find her. =[ I MISS HER!!!

i dont think so... well it actually depends on the kid.... my brother is 17, and he's able to take the truck, but to work only, cause he doesnt have his license yet. But if u know the kid is responsible then why not. Just as long as they dont start asking to borrow the car so oftten... lol... also i think insurance gets more expensive when its a minor... =/

umm no not really, cuz no one would really have my name... the people that are close are relatives, other than that no.. I consider my middle name, my first name, and no one i've ever met, has had that name.. or my last name.. my last name is not unique as i thought it was, cause we have searched and a lot of people have our last name... and well my first name is very, very common, so that is why i consider my middle name my first name instead... and my name is Elevy Palos << middle [first] name and last name! >_<!!!

My first friend on LJ is Jenn12597 ... she wanted help with a twilight tattoo she was getting [which came out great, by the way].. she wanted to some how incorporate all 4 books into one, and get it. So i left her a comment telling her that she could get it as it is on my icon. [Its all four images together] And she liked it, a lot. And she said she would add me as a friend. And thus, became my first friend on here. All thanks to a Twilight tattoo! She seems like a great person too!! >_<

READ THIS!!! ITS A MUST!!!

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4847870/1/An_Untitled_Continuation_of_the_Twilight_Saga

Okay so i just recently ran in to this AMAZING story.

If you loved Breaking Dawn, and was SAD to see it finish, click on the link above to find out what happens next.

Trust me, you will love this story. I know I did.

There are certain twists to the story you had not expected, but you will love it!! 

The writer is AMAZING! She's so GREAT!! 

The name of the story is Elysium, she explains the name she chose in the story, in case you're wondering what it means.

You can also find the story here >>  http://www.twilightandliteracy.webs.com/  << it has piictures and some songs, in case you want to help your imagination a bit.

Thanks to >> gothicfictionfan << to have writen such an AMAZING story.

I do actually have recurring dreams.. they're not good dreams, but they're not as much as nightmares.. I dream a lot that my teeth are falling off.. like completely off.. all of them.. I dont exactly know what that means.. Any help??? .. Anyways, havent had one of those dreams in a while.. Thank God!! I dont really like them!! >_<

The last time was actually this morning. I made myself breakfast, "eggs" they were good. I mean I had to give my mom some rest, not that anybody else did so too though!

I think it in between Claire Huxtable, who is agreat mother who cares for her children, but is strict in her motherly way, and Lorelai Gilmore, cause she's a BADASS mom!!

So I was watching The Adventures of Sharkboy and Lavagirl, and I was watching Taylor looking cute. I mean I'm Team Edward/Rob, but he looked cute there. I like the part towards the end, when Lavagirl gives him a kiss on his cheek, and he's like "ouch" but in a way that he liked it. It looked so cute. Before when I had watched it, I didnt pay much attention to him. Cause I didnt know who he was. But now, after watching Twilight, and seeing his "popularity" it gives me a whole new perspective on him. Its like I paid more attention to him this time around. I dont know how to explain it, but it was just something different this time around... How about I be Team Sharkboy for this one? lol. =D